Battle me ,
Saturday, 21 November 2009 20:51
Now my voice is hoarse and am suffering from a sore throat from shouting at dear mother .
Wtf .
Wtf .
Nightmare ,
20:30
Dear readers ,
I am back from dinner . That includes quarrelling with my DEAR MOTHER and listening to her nag like fuck shit . And my sisters and brother adding oil to the fire . Fuck everyone .
So what if words from my mouth is never good ?
At least words from my mouth is cleaner than yours .
So what if I'm annoying ?
At least I know that I am and trying not to be .
So what if I don't wanna do things that you want me to do ?
At least I do something instead of nothing .
I can hear you , you don't have to scream at the top of your voice . I shout because you deaf bitch can't hear me and keep trying to cover my voice .
When I don't do anything , I get scolded . When I do something , I still get scolded .
You want me to do things that I never do . But others never does it as well so why only me ?
"You never mop floor . You always never mop floor !"
"Others also never mop you never scold them ?"
"Because they are not as annoying as you and words from their mouth are not as stinky as yours !"
"That's why you only scold me ?"
"YA ."
Fuck you bitch . I hope one day you'll regret this . I hope one day you would really stab me with the knife you were holding and pointing at me just now . I hope you get charged . I hope you get jailed . I hope you get hanged . I hope you get shot dead . I hope to live without a mother . I hope she just dies and fuck off . I hope everyone in this house will just leave me alone . I hope everyone would stop asking for so much from me . I hope at least someone understands . I hope someone would listen to me for once . I hope to be a loner . I hope everyone here just fucks themselves and dies .
Love , Karman .
I am back from dinner . That includes quarrelling with my DEAR MOTHER and listening to her nag like fuck shit . And my sisters and brother adding oil to the fire . Fuck everyone .
So what if words from my mouth is never good ?
At least words from my mouth is cleaner than yours .
So what if I'm annoying ?
At least I know that I am and trying not to be .
So what if I don't wanna do things that you want me to do ?
At least I do something instead of nothing .
I can hear you , you don't have to scream at the top of your voice . I shout because you deaf bitch can't hear me and keep trying to cover my voice .
When I don't do anything , I get scolded . When I do something , I still get scolded .
You want me to do things that I never do . But others never does it as well so why only me ?
"You never mop floor . You always never mop floor !"
"Others also never mop you never scold them ?"
"Because they are not as annoying as you and words from their mouth are not as stinky as yours !"
"That's why you only scold me ?"
"YA ."
Fuck you bitch . I hope one day you'll regret this . I hope one day you would really stab me with the knife you were holding and pointing at me just now . I hope you get charged . I hope you get jailed . I hope you get hanged . I hope you get shot dead . I hope to live without a mother . I hope she just dies and fuck off . I hope everyone in this house will just leave me alone . I hope everyone would stop asking for so much from me . I hope at least someone understands . I hope someone would listen to me for once . I hope to be a loner . I hope everyone here just fucks themselves and dies .
You can hold on to me ,
17:33
On a random note ,
Daddy's birthday is 1 month today ,
and my birthday is 1 month tomorrow .
I think it's cool . Heh . :x
Daddy's birthday is 1 month today ,
and my birthday is 1 month tomorrow .
I think it's cool . Heh . :x
Or a beautiful nightmare ,
17:19
Baby will be moving to Finland with his family, and he said once he gets his license (because you can drive at 17) , he will fly car all the way to Birmingham just to see me . :)
I just checked , it takes a flying car person 1 day and 7 hours to reach from Finland to Birmingham .
Plus , it's 2,705km away .
Like wow . Don't you think baby's so cute hehe . He thinks it's easy to drive from Finland to Birmingham just to see me . So cute cute cute . :D
Also , he has to drive past Sweden , Denmark , Germany , Netherlands , Belgium , France , then enter the UK . Past London , past Sevenoaks , past Oxford .
Omg , baby I think you take aeroplane better la ;) The easy way out heh . :x
Faster , more efficient and more stylo-milo xD
Just a bit more expensive . Cuz you drive car also need to pump petrol and stuffs . Hahaha .
My baby rocks muackz .
I just checked , it takes a flying car person 1 day and 7 hours to reach from Finland to Birmingham .
Plus , it's 2,705km away .
Like wow . Don't you think baby's so cute hehe . He thinks it's easy to drive from Finland to Birmingham just to see me . So cute cute cute . :D
Also , he has to drive past Sweden , Denmark , Germany , Netherlands , Belgium , France , then enter the UK . Past London , past Sevenoaks , past Oxford .
Omg , baby I think you take aeroplane better la ;) The easy way out heh . :x
Faster , more efficient and more stylo-milo xD
Just a bit more expensive . Cuz you drive car also need to pump petrol and stuffs . Hahaha .
My baby rocks muackz .
I'm just a little too not over you ,
16:30
Believe it or not , baby's still at work !!
From 9am until 2am .
17 hours straight , poor him :(
He told me he's working from 9am until 2 , but didn't say am/pm .
So I took it as 9am till 2pm but I'm so wrong .
So right now , I've slept , woke up , had breakfast + lunch , Chinese class , rained like a tsunami (and still is raining) , back from class , showered , drank water , am posting ...
But baby's still @ work the whole entire time ! Poor him :( (hugs)
I'll be a good girl now and do my other work , so baby doesn't have to worry about me :)
Yay we rock . :)
By the way , yesterday was Children In Need day , so we paid 50p each to dress non-uniform .
Mr . Kennard (yes my big fat bulgy enormous gigantic large oversized over weight form tutor) dressed in a bimbo's dress , long pink hair , stole his wife's little handbag and came to school .
Didn't wear heels because he couldn't find a UK 10 size -.-
Make up , lip gloss , moles , everything ...
Hahahaha yes I know , I have a very cute class + form teacher . :)
Right now I'm trying to ring baby but he's not answering , how ? :(
Will do Textiles now , bye :)
From 9am until 2am .
17 hours straight , poor him :(
He told me he's working from 9am until 2 , but didn't say am/pm .
So I took it as 9am till 2pm but I'm so wrong .
So right now , I've slept , woke up , had breakfast + lunch , Chinese class , rained like a tsunami (and still is raining) , back from class , showered , drank water , am posting ...
But baby's still @ work the whole entire time ! Poor him :( (hugs)
I'll be a good girl now and do my other work , so baby doesn't have to worry about me :)
Yay we rock . :)
By the way , yesterday was Children In Need day , so we paid 50p each to dress non-uniform .
Mr . Kennard (yes my big fat bulgy enormous gigantic large oversized over weight form tutor) dressed in a bimbo's dress , long pink hair , stole his wife's little handbag and came to school .
Didn't wear heels because he couldn't find a UK 10 size -.-
Make up , lip gloss , moles , everything ...
Hahahaha yes I know , I have a very cute class + form teacher . :)
Right now I'm trying to ring baby but he's not answering , how ? :(
Will do Textiles now , bye :)
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had is come and gone
You better offer someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
And there's no way
To take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
I wont let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, ooh.
That's what I tell myself
What we had is come and gone
You better offer someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
And there's no way
To take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
I wont let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you, ooh.
When you believe ,
00:22
Time check : 12:22am .
I have now officially finished my R.E homework + downloading music online .
I just found out that David Archutela is only 18 years old but is gay .
Quite acceptable looking and his songs are nice . :)
Oh , who's got 希望 - 沈祥龙 (Xi Wang by Sylvester Sim) ?
I like that song but can't seem to find it !! :(
Anyone who can send it me through Msn please do ! Wo ai ni (maybe) hhahaha . ;)
I shall now transfer the other musics over to my phone now , good night !
On a random note , baby's going to work now . Don't tire yourself too much you silly boy . :)
I have now officially finished my R.E homework + downloading music online .
I just found out that David Archutela is only 18 years old but is gay .
Quite acceptable looking and his songs are nice . :)
Oh , who's got 希望 - 沈祥龙 (Xi Wang by Sylvester Sim) ?
I like that song but can't seem to find it !! :(
Anyone who can send it me through Msn please do ! Wo ai ni (maybe) hhahaha . ;)
I shall now transfer the other musics over to my phone now , good night !
On a random note , baby's going to work now . Don't tire yourself too much you silly boy . :)
Running ,
Friday, 20 November 2009 23:43
Love you
Words keep fallin’ out of my pocket
Running late missed the train
Everything is dropping
Holding on, to my heart, in a rush I
Almost forgot it
I must admit it, I’m tired
But I’m coming to you
Don’t know how far I’ve got
But I don’t care, I’m not gonna
Stop running
‘Cause without you
I’ve got nothing
I know you’re somewhere running straight to me
Don’t stop running (yeaaah)
Don’t stop
Keep on running
Don’t stop
Keep on running
Let’s keep giving out
Breaking down I’m falling
Head keeps telling me this can’t be worth all of this
Holding on to my heart, feel the rush
I’m ready to run forever
I’m holding it together cause I’m coming to you
I don’t know how far I’ve got but I don’t care
I’m not gonna
Stop running
‘Cause without you
I’ve got nothing (I’ve got you, I’ve got nothing)
I know you’re somewhere running straight to me
Don’t stop running
Don’t stop
I got my good shoes
I got my winning, girl, I’m focused
And I’m about to navigate straight to you
And nothing’s gonna stop me, girl
To keep me from coming
‘Cause I got to have every part of you forever
I’m running (Keep Running) running
Keep running, running
Keep running
Keep running
Stop running
‘Cause without you
I’ve got nothing (I’ve got nothing)
I know you’re somewhere running (I know, I know) straight to me
Don’t stop running (Don’t stop running) Ohhh
Don’t stop running (yeaaah)
‘Cause without you
I’ve got nothing (I’ve got nothing)
I know you’re somewhere running (yeaah) straight to me
Don’t stop running (Don’t stop running, don’t stop running)
Don’t stop running
Retiring for the night ,
21:20
This is too hilarious + cute :)
:D So cute right :)
I saw some random prom photos ... Am speechless . I thought ... I expected ...
Nvm heh I'm not gonna offend anyone here . But baby knows what I'm talking about right ? :)
We share everything in life . :D Even when I feel angry and/or mad because of him we still discuss things together . Yay love you <3
One word for prom from me: Disgraceful . :/
I was laughing hysterically when I saw the photos , I can see the love , but I also can the the unglam-ness . Plus , what happened to everyone's faces ? :/
Ok I should keep comments to myself .
It's Friday today , and bloody mensus is taking the piss .
It's hurting my tummy and some people should learn to give and take ... Especially when your friend is in need . -.- Stupid cows .
There's R.E homework and Textiles . Will try complete R.E now and sleep soon .
Shouldn't be tired but I am , because of stupid mensus .
Baby's gone to sleep and wo love him a whole lot , yay :)
Ahhhhhhh pms pms pms !! :(
:D So cute right :)
I saw some random prom photos ... Am speechless . I thought ... I expected ...
Nvm heh I'm not gonna offend anyone here . But baby knows what I'm talking about right ? :)
We share everything in life . :D Even when I feel angry and/or mad because of him we still discuss things together . Yay love you <3
One word for prom from me: Disgraceful . :/
I was laughing hysterically when I saw the photos , I can see the love , but I also can the the unglam-ness . Plus , what happened to everyone's faces ? :/
Ok I should keep comments to myself .
It's Friday today , and bloody mensus is taking the piss .
It's hurting my tummy and some people should learn to give and take ... Especially when your friend is in need . -.- Stupid cows .
There's R.E homework and Textiles . Will try complete R.E now and sleep soon .
Shouldn't be tired but I am , because of stupid mensus .
Baby's gone to sleep and wo love him a whole lot , yay :)
Ahhhhhhh pms pms pms !! :(
Contradictions ,
Thursday, 19 November 2009 21:06
I had a bad day today , especially when we lost 5 - 13 to Lordswood Girls' .
The umpire was so biased and so un-trained .
She's supposed to look at the ball when we're playing but she doesn't .
She starts a conversation with another girl . -.-
So stupid .
Never mind , I'm considering quitting netball team anyway , it's probably me giving them bad luck / me not playing well in the game that's why :/ Might as well just quit , heh . But might wait until the next match to see how .
I kinda like netball though . This is so contradicting :(
Baby went for prom today , and then came back he told me quite a few hilarious things hee .
He always make me smile no matter what , I like . :)
I like hugging baby's shirt to sleep , so comfy . (OF COURSE LA PUMA LEH SO EX .)
Hahahha just kidding ! <3
I will go sleep soon with b , he's tired . I love you , will call you soon ! :)
The umpire was so biased and so un-trained .
She's supposed to look at the ball when we're playing but she doesn't .
She starts a conversation with another girl . -.-
So stupid .
Never mind , I'm considering quitting netball team anyway , it's probably me giving them bad luck / me not playing well in the game that's why :/ Might as well just quit , heh . But might wait until the next match to see how .
I kinda like netball though . This is so contradicting :(
Baby went for prom today , and then came back he told me quite a few hilarious things hee .
He always make me smile no matter what , I like . :)
I like hugging baby's shirt to sleep , so comfy . (OF COURSE LA PUMA LEH SO EX .)
Hahahha just kidding ! <3
I will go sleep soon with b , he's tired . I love you , will call you soon ! :)
Crushing ,
Wednesday, 18 November 2009 22:14
Both me and b's feeling unwell .
Will go sleep soon , bye .
Note to self : Netball match .
Will go sleep soon , bye .
Note to self : Netball match .
(Chants) Feather Boy ,
18:20
. I . WANT . FEATHER . BOY . BY . NICKY . SINGER .
(Chants "Feather boy feather boy feather boy ...")
Piece of sheet . :(
On a happier note , baby's online . (L)
Shit arse
18:13
How can people be so fucking happy with their life ?
Fuck's sake .
Imy .
Fuck's sake .
Imy .
Fuck life
18:06
Mother fucking mother only fucking knows how to fuck her fucking things and fucking asking people to do her fucking things when fucking others need to do their own fucking stuffs .
Fucking Kelly fucker so fucking selfish she fucking little bitch . Fuck her and her Mum _|_
Fucking life so fucking sucks like fucking shit . Fucking little bitch is going to regret her fucking mistakes . Mother fucking mood swings of her . Fuck yourself .
I'm not fucking forcing you to help me buy the fucking Feather Boy book you fucking bitch . Costs so fucking cheap I can fucking afford it myself you fucking fuck . Warn you first you fucking fuck face .
Fucking Kelly fucker so fucking selfish she fucking little bitch . Fuck her and her Mum _|_
Fucking life so fucking sucks like fucking shit . Fucking little bitch is going to regret her fucking mistakes . Mother fucking mood swings of her . Fuck yourself .
I'm not fucking forcing you to help me buy the fucking Feather Boy book you fucking bitch . Costs so fucking cheap I can fucking afford it myself you fucking fuck . Warn you first you fucking fuck face .
You're so great you can fly ,
17:13
I was almost freaking out just now after I put down the phone with b .
My call and end call button on my phone wasn't working !!
Then I restarted it and it was okay again .
Please don't spoil , I've got thousands of baby's smses inside !
Cannot lose them , too precious , hee . :D
Chemistry MCQ was hard , I'll probably get a B if I'm lucky , a C maybe ?
Bye A :(
So terribly tired the entire day , and I don't like it at all .
Wherever I go I just feel like sleeping :x
B just finished work and is waiting for transport which comes at 1:30am .
Poor boy .
Will do work now while waiting for him to be back home :)
Plus , netball match tomorrow while baby has his prom tomorrow .
Why are loads of people not going ? Hm .
Mum just rang me and said she tried calling me but my phone was engaged .
She kept insisting that I was on the phone (which I was) but I said I'm not hehhhhhhh .
Shit I wanna read Feather Boy so badly . No. 2 best book I've ever read , am reading halfway . Still more to come ! So much suspension and drama and weird and spooky stuffs . I like !
Okay ,
Chermaine sucks ballzzzzzz . Bye :)
My call and end call button on my phone wasn't working !!
Then I restarted it and it was okay again .
Please don't spoil , I've got thousands of baby's smses inside !
Cannot lose them , too precious , hee . :D
Chemistry MCQ was hard , I'll probably get a B if I'm lucky , a C maybe ?
Bye A :(
So terribly tired the entire day , and I don't like it at all .
Wherever I go I just feel like sleeping :x
B just finished work and is waiting for transport which comes at 1:30am .
Poor boy .
Will do work now while waiting for him to be back home :)
Plus , netball match tomorrow while baby has his prom tomorrow .
Why are loads of people not going ? Hm .
Mum just rang me and said she tried calling me but my phone was engaged .
She kept insisting that I was on the phone (which I was) but I said I'm not hehhhhhhh .
Shit I wanna read Feather Boy so badly . No. 2 best book I've ever read , am reading halfway . Still more to come ! So much suspension and drama and weird and spooky stuffs . I like !
Okay ,
Chermaine sucks ballzzzzzz . Bye :)
Be back soon ,
Tuesday, 17 November 2009 21:27
Baby's going to show me his prom's clothes and stuffs through webcam . Yay I'm first ! :D
Wo ai ni b :) <3
Wo ai ni b :) <3
Take a breath ,
19:48
Name 10 Opposite Sex Friends
1. Ho Sheng Yao
2. Nazrul (L)
3. Andrew Chan
4. Nelson Chan
5. Clinton Rezeki
6. Clarence Chow
7. Syafiq
8. Terrance Chu
9. Ryan Tan
10. Gabriel Phung
Would You Rather...
Party With 1 or 7?
- 7 ? (Syafiq)
Marry 2 or 6?
- 2 ! :D (Nazrul)
Kill 3 or 8?
- 8 . (Terrance)
Date 9 or 10?
- None .
Make Out with 4 or 7?
- NONE .
Have Kids With 4 or 5?
- 5 IF I HAD TO CHOOSE . But obv. I won't ew . (Clinton)
Live With 1 or 9?
- 1 . (Shengyao)
Trade Lifes with 8 or 10?
- I'm happy with mine .
Completely Disown 3 or 7?
- 7 . :x (Syafiq)
Who Has the Best..
Eyes?
- 3 . (Andrew)
Face?
- 10 . (Gabriel)
Abs?
- NONE . HAHAHA .
Ass?
- 2 . CHUBBY BUM xD (Nazrul)
A Few More Questions..
Has 3 ever hurt you?
- YES , PHYSICALLY .
Have you ever hurt 4?
- I guess so .
Who's the funniest?
- 2 ! (Nazrul)
Can you beat up 8?
- YES 8D
When is the last time you saw 9?
- Ages ago .
Who's the smartest?
- 5 . (Clinton)
How long have you known 2?
- Around 4 years now ! <3 (Nazrul)
What would you do if 1 and 6 started dating?
- Ok la perfect match HAHA . (Shengyao + Clarence)
Who is 5 dating/crushing on?
- Idk .
Does 7 smell good?
- Hahaha idk .
Who will you still be talking to in 15 years?
- All of them , hopefully . :)
I'm so lame ! Am doing R.E + talking to b so bye ! :)
Last paper ,
17:25
Happy 16th Birthday Jade Lim ! :)
Although we haven't spoken for a long time , but still , hope you've had a great birthday ! :D
Although we haven't spoken for a long time , but still , hope you've had a great birthday ! :D
I am so tired , and last paper for O levels tomorrow ! Chemistry MCQ = 20 minutes .
Please tell me I won't be late :/
Mr . Perks will be in school at 7.30am tomorrow , and can help us with Chemistry . Should I ? :S
I think ... I won't . :)
Having a really weird tummy ache now and will go pangsai soon hee . :)
My left ankle is in a mess , netball practice during lunch tomorrow .
Also , the team is extremely eager to beat Lordswood Girls' .
I hope we'll win and I won't let them down .. :(
Am so tired today I almost fell asleep on the bus .
B's having prom tomorrow , I really wanna know how it would be like . Hm ..
Don't wanna imagine how ,
Monday, 16 November 2009 21:31
The whole day felt like the start of Obs for me today .
So tired but fun and exciting and worrying . :)
Was 5 minutes later than usual to leave home this morning but Mum drove me to bus stop .
Arrived approx. usual time then bus came the next minute .
Was 7.40am .
Got on the bus and went past places etc .
Then there was this flood , made cars break down and urging traffic jams .
Holy shitty idiot , I was stuck in the bus for almost 1 hour !! -'-
Was already 8.40am when I reached Harborne , still had to wait for the second bus with Jade and Tia who waited for more than 1/2 an hour for the bus @ Selly Oak .
Then Mum drove like a mad car trying to save the day , and reached around 8.50am then sped like an F1 car all the way to school . Reached at 9.02am .
Was late for school + exam . Freaked out but the teacher allowed us to do it and still gave the full time . Hee . :) Wo like .
So , I have been late 3 times in a term and I'm sooner or later getting a C3 = detention . Jialat .
Such a long day today . After school had netball practice , then I bused straight down to Kings Heath for badminton .
Yawn , what a long day .
By the way , Chemistry wasn't as hard as I thought , but still , I'm scared for results .
Baby's sleeping over @ his aunt's house tomorrow night - Night before prom .
I jealous :( His aunt + uncle sponsored him everything for prom .
Including them leather high class shoes . I also want :(
But nvm b say he will let me try on his clothes which means I will look like I'm in pjs ! Cool ttm :D
Okay bye , I rock ! (Just like b ♥)
So tired but fun and exciting and worrying . :)
Was 5 minutes later than usual to leave home this morning but Mum drove me to bus stop .
Arrived approx. usual time then bus came the next minute .
Was 7.40am .
Got on the bus and went past places etc .
Then there was this flood , made cars break down and urging traffic jams .
Holy shitty idiot , I was stuck in the bus for almost 1 hour !! -'-
Was already 8.40am when I reached Harborne , still had to wait for the second bus with Jade and Tia who waited for more than 1/2 an hour for the bus @ Selly Oak .
Then Mum drove like a mad car trying to save the day , and reached around 8.50am then sped like an F1 car all the way to school . Reached at 9.02am .
Was late for school + exam . Freaked out but the teacher allowed us to do it and still gave the full time . Hee . :) Wo like .
So , I have been late 3 times in a term and I'm sooner or later getting a C3 = detention . Jialat .
Such a long day today . After school had netball practice , then I bused straight down to Kings Heath for badminton .
Yawn , what a long day .
By the way , Chemistry wasn't as hard as I thought , but still , I'm scared for results .
Baby's sleeping over @ his aunt's house tomorrow night - Night before prom .
I jealous :( His aunt + uncle sponsored him everything for prom .
Including them leather high class shoes . I also want :(
But nvm b say he will let me try on his clothes which means I will look like I'm in pjs ! Cool ttm :D
Okay bye , I rock ! (Just like b ♥)
Judgement ,
Sunday, 15 November 2009 21:11
Posting the last time before going off the computer .
Baby fell asleep ? :O Wo bu zhi dao .
Will send him an offline msg before going off .
Chemistry Structured Paper tomorrow .
Everyone's studying and not online except for me . :(
I'm screwing myself :(
After school is netball practice and then badminton training straight after .
Yawn .
Match on 19th November = Prom .
B's gna look suaaaaaaaave hehehe . :)
Okay bye :)
Baby fell asleep ? :O Wo bu zhi dao .
Will send him an offline msg before going off .
Chemistry Structured Paper tomorrow .
Everyone's studying and not online except for me . :(
I'm screwing myself :(
After school is netball practice and then badminton training straight after .
Yawn .
Match on 19th November = Prom .
B's gna look suaaaaaaaave hehehe . :)
Okay bye :)
Every time ,
17:54
Here is an extremely embarrassing picture of me taken in school uniform . But Mum paid for it and it costs a lot , so yea .
I know very toot - The pose the smile the face the tie the everything toot until like siao .
So ? -.-
My brother actually scanned it and put it up on his Facebook , omg .
People 'liking' it and commenting on it . Jeeeeeeeeeez . :$
I know very toot - The pose the smile the face the tie the everything toot until like siao .
So ? -.-
My brother actually scanned it and put it up on his Facebook , omg .
People 'liking' it and commenting on it . Jeeeeeeeeeez . :$
Shot ,
13:53
Your Love HoroscopeYou may be feeling a little bit defensive, Capricorn in regards to your personal romantic situation. Whether you are single or attached, this is going to involve a need to feel protective and territorial around your specific romantic situation. You may also be experiencing heightened sensitivity today, and are paying more attention to others needs and wants and may be more sensitive to their weaknesses as well. This will lead you to acting more conservative and cautious than normally. Today is a day where you want to take things easy, if you have the option to pick your battles then do so, or avoid them all together if possible.
I'm not studying .
I'm dying .
I'm failing Chemistry .
My future is gone .
Someone scold me to make me study ? :(
Best of luck ,
11:27
那一條牙膏 在對我傻笑 嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧 好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了
還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就喜歡 有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道 你好不好
我們的小狗 食量變好小 眼神裡常常顯得無聊
它習慣睡覺的床尾 少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著
我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了
我在搞笑 卻在最后 眼淚拼命掉
你的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞 對誰炫耀
還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧 希望聽到有人會提到 你好不好
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧 好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了
還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就喜歡 有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道 你好不好
我們的小狗 食量變好小 眼神裡常常顯得無聊
它習慣睡覺的床尾 少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著
我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了
我在搞笑 卻在最后 眼淚拼命掉
你的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞 對誰炫耀
還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧 希望聽到有人會提到 你好不好
Ocean wide ,
10:50
Look outside
It's already light and the stars ran away with the night
Things we're said, words that we'll try forget,
It's so hard to admit I know we've made mistakes
I see through all the tears but that's what got us here
If love is an ocean wide
We'll swim in the tears we cry
They'll see us through to the other side
We're gonna make it
When love is a raging sea
You can hold on to me
We'll find a way tonight
Love is an ocean wide
I'll stay right here
It's where I'll always belong
Tied with your arms
Days like this, I wish the sun wouldn't set
I don't want to forget
What made us feel this way
You see through all my fears
And that's what got us here
If love is an ocean wide
We'll swim in the tears we cry
They'll see us through to the other side
We're gonna make it
When love is a raging sea
You can hold on to me
We'll find a way tonight
Love is an ocean wide
Love is an ocean wide enough to forget
Even when we think we can't
It's already light and the stars ran away with the night
Things we're said, words that we'll try forget,
It's so hard to admit I know we've made mistakes
I see through all the tears but that's what got us here
If love is an ocean wide
We'll swim in the tears we cry
They'll see us through to the other side
We're gonna make it
When love is a raging sea
You can hold on to me
We'll find a way tonight
Love is an ocean wide
I'll stay right here
It's where I'll always belong
Tied with your arms
Days like this, I wish the sun wouldn't set
I don't want to forget
What made us feel this way
You see through all my fears
And that's what got us here
If love is an ocean wide
We'll swim in the tears we cry
They'll see us through to the other side
We're gonna make it
When love is a raging sea
You can hold on to me
We'll find a way tonight
Love is an ocean wide
Love is an ocean wide enough to forget
Even when we think we can't
Could I have done something better ,
10:21
Daddy is gone .
Everyone is going ...
So where do I stand ?
I miss Chermzie and Shengzie :D
Everyone is going ...
So where do I stand ?
I miss Chermzie and Shengzie :D
